The View From the Ninth Floor

I'm seriously considering giving up facebook. The very thought frightens me half to death. Maybe I should just set a specific time every day that I am allowed to be on facebook. That would probably make more sense. But, it is my most accurate form of communication with the outside world. I facebook more than I use my phone... and just reading that lets me know what a HUGE problem I have. I'll be investigating this new facebook time limit within the next week.

In other news, I'm pretty sure that any day now I'm going to start figuring out my life. Eventually the pieces have to just fall together... don't they?

I really wanted to write something interesting today... thought provoking. However, I'm starting to realize that isn't happening. Right. That sucks.

Okay, well... these are the really big things on my plate right now: Peace Corps, Teach for America, Camp Kitaki, and internship, grad school and marriage. I'm going to do at least three of things for sure. The only question is: Which three (or more)? So I'm 99% sure on the last two... and camp. But what about the others? Oh Lord, it gives me a bit of a headache to think of it.

My room is lonely, and I'm starting to think more and more about what I want instead of what I need. I am an idiot wrapped in a moron... a stupid person. Lord save me from my own bad judgement. Introduce me to the future.

NOTICE
I decided that I would dedicate all day to reading the four entire books that I was supposed to read last week. This is what my day looked like. I woke up a 12:30 P.M. I picked up the Iliad. I read maybe 20 pages, and then I took a nap. Afterward, I perused facebook, investigated futon sales in Lincoln and researched plane ticket costs for spring break. It is now 11:15 P.M. In all today, I read a 70 page play for my mass media law class and about 60 pages of the Iliad. In recap, that is a terrible waste of a day. I really didn't do anything else other than waste time.

I really am a happy person... I promise.