Blogspot Confessional

I have not always but do have and always will have severe abandonment issues.

Too many of my friends in the past have just kind of disappeared. And I used to try really hard to hold on to them... but when you hold on to something for years without it acknowledging you, you start to lose some of yourself.

I love the friends I have now... and I love the friends I have had in the past, a lot of them fall into both categories. But I'm slow to allow myself to make a huge bond with someone who might leave me out in the cold. Cause I've been freezing in the past.

I was reading through old e-mails and letter I never sent today... so that's what is on my mind.

It was a beautiful day today. I played Ultimate Frisbee poorly... very poorly. But I had a really great time. I think my mono is going to go away soon... dare to dream right?